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Fri, Oct. 16th, 2009, 08:09 am
Reactivating

I love technology. I now have an application for LJ. I've been thinking about resurrecting this journal, but they is no real point behind doing that. Unless of course, I'm just focusing on the least too much. Which I could be. I really don't know.
In the last week I've had two separate encounters with the past. They have been fairly unpleasant for me.
It made me feel like everything I went through was worth nothing to the two persons.
It's hard to extract the emotions I felt over 4 years ago. They are still there and they still cause a little pain. I guess when you break your heart, it never really heals.
I just try to focus on today. Today is the cause of the rest of my life. I'm really happy to be where I am and it makes the pain in my heart go away. I take a deep breath and I feel relieved.
Now I remember happiness....

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Sat, Oct. 17th, 2009 02:45 am (UTC)
greythorne

Try not to let the past drag you down, I have and I am in the place I am now because of it. Try not to allow yourself to make that same mistake.

Sat, Oct. 17th, 2009 02:01 pm (UTC)
lilmizscareall

No worries.... I have found happiness, and Im very thankful for it.
I hope you can find your way out of that place as well.

Oh and when are we going to collaborate on some leather thingys?

Sun, Oct. 18th, 2009 11:59 am (UTC)
greythorne

As soon as I find the free time. working 2 jobs kinda kills any social life and most "me" time that could be spent on things like that.

Have any ideas as to what kind of leather goodness?

Mon, Oct. 19th, 2009 03:17 am (UTC)
lilmizscareall

any kinds..

Tue, Oct. 20th, 2009 01:27 am (UTC)
greythorne

right now I'm just doing vambraces and belts, so far I've made 3 buckles and they all look pretty good. I'd like to learn how to make corsets, but I'm not sure when i would get the time to put into it. I know corsets could bring me in quite a bit of money if I learn how to make them and then put my OCD work on the quality.

Sat, Oct. 17th, 2009 06:58 pm (UTC)
dementiacadaver

im glad your happy,having gone through a similar experience with the same person who put you through a ton of bullshit,he is nothing more than a walking talking cloud of lies and negativiity, let it dissapate and breath in the fresh air! ;)

Sat, Oct. 17th, 2009 07:04 pm (UTC)
lilmizscareall

Wow, thanks....that is very cool of you.